"I'm sick of you!"

hey hey! finally I'm back!

but wait, maybe you'll think "why this crazy unpredictable girl wrote that title like that? is she pissed off?"

no... no... actually I want to share to you about that. sick of someone.

have you ever sicked of someone? I think the answer is yes. me, too. I often sick of some person who disturbed me, or said something I didn't like, etc. and that's normal. it's automatically, right?

but, did you know that the feeling can hurts our heart? and sometimes we hate something or someone that's not supposed to be hated. it's wrong, if we want to think twice. maybe for our dignity, we said "that's so eww..." or "she is jerk!" or "I'm sick of the colour of her clothes." I think it's not needed.

I want to tell you a little story of my experience. I hated someone. I didn't know what's the reason I could hate her. and it had happened for so many weeks or some month. then, slowly I realized that I was wrong. but I still searched for the reason to still hate her. how jerk I was!

then my friends told me not to hate someone too much. then I thought, "that's right. I promise I'm not gonna hate her anymore." then now we can be friends again, although we're not as close as we were.

in here I want to say sorry to her. and for all of you who read this post, don't hate someone too much, because maybe the one who you hate is better than you, or they ever helped you in the past.

but if you sick of someone (maybe me?) right now, just sing this song. check it.

You know fairy tales don't come true

Not when it comes to you

Open up for the first time

And you can bet that it's the last time

And I'm cool with laying low

It's Saturday night and I'm staying home

I'm feeling good for the first time

It's been awhile since the last time

I'll wave goodbye when you say hello, oh

I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights

I just don't care who is wrong or right

I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis

You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all the girls by your side

What you don't know is how

Great it feels to let you go

About your game, it's so see through

You know I'm way too good for you

I'm moving on to the next time

Dropped the baggage and I'll be fine

With time to reminisce

You're gonna realize you miss this

You're on my mind for the last time

And at the most you were a pass time

I'll wave goodbye when you say hello, oh

I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights

I just don't care who is wrong or right

I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis

You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of feeling not by your side

What you don't know is how

Great it feels to let you go

I'm happier alone

Take down your pictures and I'll throw

Those memories out the door, I'm

Sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights

I just don't care who is wrong or right

I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis

You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

So I'm getting on with my life

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

So sick of you, whoa whoa

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

So sick of you, oh whoa

What you don't know is how

Great it feels to let you go