just this.

actually, I want to fill this blog with something. but I forget it. oh, enjoy this song :)

There’s nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now

This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring

But now I see honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around

Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life I’ll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep

I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave

You’re all I got

You’re all I want

Yeah

And without you I don’t know what I’d do

I could never ever live a day with out you

Hear with me do you see you're all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life) I will be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life you know I will be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything OK

a long, long holiday. have to say 'so long'

hey guys! well, I'm boring anyway. I didn't go anywhere for my holiday (except to my friend's house, and that's just for a day!). and now, here I am, at my friend's house, hehe...


ganti indonesiaan, ah... hehehe...


berpisah sama orang yang udah deket ama kita itu eman berat. betul ga? ya iyalah... pernah ngerasain kan?


aku pernah, hampir bisa dibilang sering, lah. best friends, family (walaupun tiap liburan masih bisa ketemu lagi :P), dan... hm... yah... orang yang aku suka (halah halah... mau bilang gitu aja sulit). berat rasanya. apalagi kalo udah deket banget.


nah, cara ngatasinya? hm... I don't have any special thing to do, but aku cuma nyemangati diri untu bisa maju tanpa ada mereka, dan mendedikasikan prestasi kita untuk mereka (beratnya bahasanya...). soalnya, mau gimana lagi? orang kita misah gitu. mau maksa tetep bersama, walaupun masuk ke lubang buaya? emang mau? ga kan? ya udah! (lho, kok malah emosi)


so, jangan sedih (nyemangatin diri sendiri sebenernya). pasti masih bisa ketemu, walaupun ga tau kapan.

all about the friendship

aku terharu banget sama temen"ku. liburan kali ini banyak banget yang sms aku yang isinya berkaitan ama persahabatan (friendship).


ini dia beberapa contohnya.


Jangan jadi teman seperti AWAN yang meneduhkan tapi buat hati ketakutan.
Jangan jadi teman seperti MENTARI yang hanya bersahabat di kala pagi.
Jangan jadi teman seperti REMBULAN yang hanya datang di kala malam.
Jangan jadi teman seperti BINTANG yang hilang ditelan malam dan jarak yang memisahkan.
Tapi...
Jadilah teman seperti UDARA yang tak terlihat dan tak teraba, tapi hadirnya kita rasakan dan akan selalu ada di setiap langkah kita.


atau yang kayak gini...


Meski mawar adalah bunga cinta, tapi melati tetap bunga paling suci
Meski pacar adalah kenangan terindah, tapi sahabat tetap kenangan paling abadi


ada lagi yang kayak gini.


aku punya ulat. ulatku suka manjat. waktu aku naik pesawat, ulatku nyangkut di kawat. lalu aku bawa ke ruang gawat darurat. kata sang perawat ulatku ga boleh makan daun yang lebat.
semoga aku dan kamu tetap jadi SAHABAT sampe dunia kiamat...


en sebenernya masih buanyak lagi. ini aja kayaknya udah cukup, hehe...


pernah, suatu hari aku pergi ke Royal Plaza, ngejagain stand sekolahku yang ikut acara bazaar sekolah muslim yang diadain majalah Nurani waktu itu (tepatnya kapan, aku lupa). trus, pas udah sekitar jam setengah tujuh malem atau lebih, ada seorang cewek yang lewat di depan stand sekolahku. trus dia ngeliatin aku. akhirnya kuliatin balik. trus aku sadar, dia mirip seseorang. tapi siapa, ya? dia jalan terus sambil agak curi" pandang ke aku. I just let her go.


lalu, aku jalan ke panggung untuk liat apa yang ditampilin selanjutnya. aku sama cewek itu tadi ketemu lagi, dia ngeliatin aku lagi, dan aku ngeliatin dia juga. akhirnya dia buka mulut manggil namaku.
"Opi!!!"
dan aku pun manggil namanya.
"Rani!!!!"
ga nyangka, setelah bertaun" ga ketemu, aku akhirnya ketemu best friend-ku pas es-de! thanks, Allah! 


nah, hasil pengamatanku adalah seorang sahabat baik ga akan melupakan sahabat baiknya.


itulah sedikit cerita dariku. pokoknya, FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS!!!

"I'm sick of you!"

hey hey! finally I'm back!

but wait, maybe you'll think "why this crazy unpredictable girl wrote that title like that? is she pissed off?"

no... no... actually I want to share to you about that. sick of someone.

have you ever sicked of someone? I think the answer is yes. me, too. I often sick of some person who disturbed me, or said something I didn't like, etc. and that's normal. it's automatically, right?

but, did you know that the feeling can hurts our heart? and sometimes we hate something or someone that's not supposed to be hated. it's wrong, if we want to think twice. maybe for our dignity, we said "that's so eww..." or "she is jerk!" or "I'm sick of the colour of her clothes." I think it's not needed.

I want to tell you a little story of my experience. I hated someone. I didn't know what's the reason I could hate her. and it had happened for so many weeks or some month. then, slowly I realized that I was wrong. but I still searched for the reason to still hate her. how jerk I was!

then my friends told me not to hate someone too much. then I thought, "that's right. I promise I'm not gonna hate her anymore." then now we can be friends again, although we're not as close as we were.

in here I want to say sorry to her. and for all of you who read this post, don't hate someone too much, because maybe the one who you hate is better than you, or they ever helped you in the past.

but if you sick of someone (maybe me?) right now, just sing this song. check it.

You know fairy tales don't come true

Not when it comes to you

Open up for the first time

And you can bet that it's the last time

And I'm cool with laying low

It's Saturday night and I'm staying home

I'm feeling good for the first time

It's been awhile since the last time

I'll wave goodbye when you say hello, oh

I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights

I just don't care who is wrong or right

I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis

You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all the girls by your side

What you don't know is how

Great it feels to let you go

About your game, it's so see through

You know I'm way too good for you

I'm moving on to the next time

Dropped the baggage and I'll be fine

With time to reminisce

You're gonna realize you miss this

You're on my mind for the last time

And at the most you were a pass time

I'll wave goodbye when you say hello, oh

I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights

I just don't care who is wrong or right

I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis

You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of feeling not by your side

What you don't know is how

Great it feels to let you go

I'm happier alone

Take down your pictures and I'll throw

Those memories out the door, I'm

Sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

I'm sick of the sleepless, never ending nights

I just don't care who is wrong or right

I'm sick of the rumors and the alibis

You tear me up, I'll cut you down to size

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

Sick of all of your little lies

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

So I'm getting on with my life

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

So sick of you, whoa whoa

So, so sick of you, so sick of you

So sick of you, oh whoa

What you don't know is how

Great it feels to let you go 

hey hey! I'm back! you know what, I really miss my blog. sorry for leaving you so long, blog...


now, mmm... I don't know where to start. oh, yes. tomorrow is Kartini's day. girls rule!


hm hm... what else? I'm stuck.


okay, think it's enough. I just miss you, my blog.

new site!

try it now!

http://salingsapa.com

easy, just like facebook!

random, random

hai! lama banget aku ga ngisi blog :( ga ada yang kangen sama aku? :P

btw, i'm 17 now! (pamer mode: on) makasih banyak buat temen" yang udah ngucapin selamet. special thanks for my mum who gave me everything until now, and my sister who be the first one who gave me a gift, love you!

oya, ada event" di bulan Januari-Februari kemaren. sayangnya, karna ga sempet ngisi blog karna ga sempet ngenet, jadi kurangkum jadi satu di sini. check these out!

PIM 3 @MBI Amanatul Ummah (16-23 Februari 2011)

ini lomba tahunan yang diadain MBI tiap kali maulid nabi. PIM itu singkatan dari Pekan Ilmiah Maulid (tuh kan, ada kata 'maulid' nya). di PIM 3 kemaren ada lomba baca berita, telling story, taqdimul qishah, english quiz, puisi berantai, olimpiade MIPA + IPU, sama english debate asean version.

AScA C2 @MA Amanatul Ummah Surabaya (13-15 Februari 2011)

merupakan acara yang pertama kali diadakan oleh OSIS MA Amanatul Ummah angkatan kesembilan (tepuk tangan semuanya!). AScA C2 adalah singkatan dari Amanatul Ummah Science and Art Carnival Competition. mengundang lembaga" Amanatul Ummah seperti Akselerasi (Pacet & Surabaya), MBI, dan 4 sekolah di bawah sub rayonnya. lomba" yang ada yaitu debat sosial, smart quiz, musikalisasi puisi berantai, olimpiade MIPA + MIPS, teater, dan beberapa lomba lain (yang saya lupa apa itu :P).

FASt Jatim @Auditorium UNAIR (29 Januari 2011)

merupakan lomba yang diadakan oleh CSSMORA Universitas Airlangga Surabaya. kependekan dari Festival Akbar Santri se-Jawa Timur. lomba yang diadakan khusus untuk santri ini berisi lomba mading 3D on the spot, banjari, baca kitab, dan santri championship.

mading 3D yang kita buat keren lho! ini dia!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

gitu dulu ya. walaupun singkat, moga bisa menghibur yang baca.

So Far Away

this is a great song. check this out.

Never feared for anything.

Never shamed but never free.

A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly.

Saw beyond what others see.

I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?

Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.

Place and time always on my mind.

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our futures hold

Foolish lies of growin' old

It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request

A perfect chapter laid to rest

Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can say,

You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.

Place and time always on my mind.

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.

The ones that we love are here with me.

Lay away a place for me

'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way

To live on eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned

Place and time always on my mind

And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay

When I had so much to say and you're so far away.

I love you

You were ready

The pain is strong and urges rise

But I'll see you

When it lets me

Your pain is gone, your hands untied.

So far away.

I need you to know

So far away

And I need you to,

Need you to know...

new day, new month, new year!

aloha amigos! ketemu lagi di hari yang baru, bulan yang baru, dan tentu saja... tahun yang baru!!! ada rencana apa tahun baru ini? belajar lebih giat, atau ngenet lebih giat? hehe...


tahun baru punya makna macem" buat kita, terutama buatku. tahun ini, sekolah bakal labih berat. belajar harus lebih giat, en yang pasti ranking harus naik. kalo ga, pasti bakal diprotes ortu, ya ga?


selaen itu, belajar bersosialisasi juga penting. banyak protes juga seh pas akhir tahun ke aku. ada yang bilang 'jangan lebay', 'jangan ngotot', 'jangan ngupil sembarangan' (hehe... spoiler!), de-el-el dah pokoknya. aku mikir, mereka perhatian banget ke aku. mungkin saking perhatiannya, karna aku ngefan banget ama Taylor Swift, sampe" temenku selalu inget aku kalo ngeliat Taylor Swift! omaigat... you're so sweet, my pal.


bukan berarti aku ga perhatian juga ama temen"ku. kalo aku liat ada orang lagi ngetik cepet, aku selalu inget temenku. kalo aku ngeliat Selena Gomez, aku langsung inget temenku yang ngefan abis ama Selena Gomez (selain itu, namanya juga hampir sama, sih, hehe...). kalo denger nama Kimi Raikkonen, aku langsung inget temenku yang di Medan. pokoknya, semua hal kecil bisa langsung bikin aku inget temen"ku.


oya, sebelum kuselesaikan entri ini, I would like to say thanks a lot for everyone who always helped me last year. for Dilla, Arifa, Mbak Lulun, Sofi, Bias, thanks a lot of being my best friends ever. and for him who always gave me hopes. I hope it'll never be hopeless :)


itu dulu yak. nantikan kabar" selanjutnya dari saya! hehe...